Finding One's Purpose: My Journey Back to Writing

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Purpose is a force that shapes our lives. Have you ever found yourself lost in the complexities of living, unsure of where to turn? In December last year, that’s exactly where I was. The weight of daily life left me feeling lethargic and unmotivated as if something vital was missing. In search of answers, I turned to a stack of self-help books—Atomic Habits by James Clear, The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene, Ikigai by Hector Garcia and Francesc Miralles, among others. Yet, despite the wisdom these pages offered, I realized that finding one’s purpose isn’t about following someone else’s path. It’s about reconnecting with the passions that make you feel most alive. For me, that meant returning to something I am truly passionate about—writing.

There was a time when writing flowed effortlessly like a faucet on my hands. I remember my college years when I used to "ghostwrite" essay assignments for my classmates. I never had trouble with words. Obviously, for me, writing is more than just a hobby. It is an extension of myself. It is the lens through which I process the world, understand my place within it, and relay the stories people share with me. And yet, sometimes, life can be cruel. It rips you apart from the one you love, and before I knew it, I and my writing became strangers. 

Despite the distance I placed on my writing, the pull of purpose never wanes. On the first day of 2024, I prayed unceasingly that God would guide me to find my motivation to look forward to another day. I vowed to commit myself to things bigger than myself and to seize opportunities that will come my way. Writing projects have started pouring in, and I haven’t turned away from any opportunity to hone my skills. We may have read all the books out there, but finding one's purpose, and getting ready for a new day, is a product of self-introspection, and it is you alone, who will eventually decide what your purpose is. And there is no stopping you, as one thrives more in the happiness that your drive brings you to. 

When I feel down, hopeless, and doubting, I try to go to a place that will allow me to self-scrutiny. The sea has always provided me with calmness and I often spend a day or two, where the waters are. So if you find yourself lost or alone, take a moment to pause, and go where your heart beats the most. It could be at the top of the mountain, in a seashore, at a park, or in Disneyland. Reflect on what truly matters, and listen to that quiet voice within you. Your purpose is waiting for you to discover it, and surely, days will become more exciting!


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